Surprisingly I'm back, but it's cause I'm sick as ass... So I find myself at home watching the Oilers game. We WON!!!!!!! Ok not "we", but they're Canadian so close enough. Bah... I've missed out on 2 days of work cause of this damn cold and I'm missing it again tomorrow. This does however give me more time to find a place to live. Everything is still mighty complicated, only thing I know is that if anyone needs to contact me during July either call my cell or hopefully I'll be online at some point. I'll have something further figured out in about a week or 2. Ah well, until then work work work. I'm having a lot of things going on right now and can't believe some of the things that I'm actaully worried about. I need a sign, but because of how things are even if a choice was clear I wouldn't know it. *sigh* Well life goes on and in about another 5-6 months hopefully things will be fantastic, but 5 months is a really long time... So don't be offended if I'm a terrible friend for a while, but I know most of you will understand. Anyhoo... time for more sleep. Later days!
- posted by Bryan @ 11:35 PM

 
Alrighty... So it's been a while, but a lot has happened! Prom and Music Banquet were both great, even if I really wasn't supposed to be there. Hard to believe it was already that time of year again and that all of the important people to me are going to be leaving on thier own. I really hope I keep in touch with all of you, because as busy as I am right now I really don't know how I could have gotten through my dramatic life without you. You all know who you are, so even if I'm a busy jerk, just send me an email every now and then cause you're all still great friends.

As complicated as my life is the job is actaully looking pretty damn good. I got my first promotion on Thursday and am on my way up. I just really hope this job works out, because as most of you know my life is really damn complicated now. Going to be out on my own pretty soon and it is finally decided that I am definitly going to be taking a year off. So although I won't be at school I'll be working pretty much 24/7, so that's why I really do hope to keep in contact with you all. The job is going quite well though and considering I work pretty much 10am-10pm you can realize I'm quite tired and haven't had much time to blog. There are a few issues floating in my head though, old issues, but issues none the less. I'm kind of getting sick and tired of it, because I'm an idiot. At the same time... bleh. Trying to figure this out is killing me, but I'm so busy it doesn't worry most of the time. You all know, so lets leave it at that. I'll be back soon I hope, so later days!
- posted by Bryan @ 12:19 AM

 
Bio.... first exam of the week. Two more tomorrow :( But I'm here distracting myself, more so a break to let my brain think about other things. 5 exams in 5 days... *sigh* I jsut need to make sure I pass chem and calc, those are really the only ones I care about, because for my other 3 courses I could get 0 on the final exam and still pass. I am so glad this is my last week though. Sumemr will begin and Bryan will be able to be sociable and be friends to those who deserve it and who I hardly ever see.

Great job on Friday to anyone in Cabaret! It was halarious, praise all around! Really made me miss high school, well a lot of things about it. Even just chilling afterwards *sigh* those were the good old days. Hopefully summer will bring a lot more of that. Oh! Who forgot thier scarf in my car that night? I know Anaita knows she left her box of cookies :P But if it's yours just let me know and I'll bring it back when I can. Great job again!

I'm actaully decently excited for prom, even though mine was last year, I have a lot of really close friends graduating this year. Took a while for the final decision to be made, but yes I'm going with Cat. Now I just need to find out where I'm going to be after... been a while since I've been to a good party. Although it really is more just the hype of prom that people enjoy and not prom itself, it's still good just to be with everyone. *yay*

Even summer is loking really good for me. I found what seems could be a really sweet job. With a company called BlueRock Media, it is just an entry level position and yes it's purely commisson, but there seems to be so much potential with it. Yes commisson and the door to door thing seems to be kind of dumb, or so I thought at first, but BlueRock doesn't try selling anything. It's basically just a protection plan to keep your hydro and gas rates down. It makes so much sense to do, but it's jsut my job to let people know how to save money and that I'm not actaully "selling" anything. Just tying to save you some money. That isn't the best part though. It's the promotional possitions available that make this so exciting. The reason they were hiring now is because they want to train people from the bottom up to become managers or owner that will open up thier own companies. My manager right now became a manager within 5 months and is rolling in money now :P So depending on how this sumer goes, I may take a year off to see where this can go. If I can become a manager that would be sweet, because that might end up being a permanent job for me and I can join up with Freedom 35 :P But this is all just speculation and I'm getting far too ahead of myself. Looks like a good opportunity though.

So after exams I start work and I'll update you on how things are going. Would rather be worried about my job, but exams are here, must own. Hm... the ladies situation even seems to be less important than this now, must be important :p Anyhoo... later days!
- posted by Bryan @ 9:44 PM

 
No Seema, you may not remove me from your links :P Surprised someone still checks on this, but I'm glad it's at least a good friend like you. So today was my last day of classes, *phew* was a stressful last week with assignments piling on like a dump truck. So now 2 weeks off! Unfortunately I have 5 exams within 5 days starting on the 24th... so the year isn't quite over yet. Too bad I'm not in gr 12 anymore, cause I hear tonight is Wakeathon. You know I'd be the life of the party if I was there! But these 2 weeks off really call for studying. So I'll be visiting Markham more often after they're over. I can't believe I don't have anything due next week though, feels like something is missing.

So where I left off last time... I really have no idea what kind of major or program I want to go into. Teaching still seems to be the direction I'm heading in, but I hear they really don't need too many Bio teachers. So we'll have to see where this goes. I feel like I have to choose what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, but there's so much out there I don't know about. But we'll see where it goes after my exams finish. So end of the year, summer here I come!
- posted by Bryan @ 7:27 PM